I AM WHAT I AM

As you know, now I have been entered in the fifth semester of my degree. Last monday the students of ITS were busy preparing class schedule and every subjects we want to be taken. Usually, this process takes a long, tedious and complicated. But fortunately this time I didn't need to face it. Everything went well. Thank god. By the way, I took 24 credits from six subjects for this semester. I've never taken this much before. Previously, I have little doubt take this many credits. I am afraid the result will be not good. but, turning again to the beginning, if we never try, we will never know right? Pray that all goes smoothly. College is clearly harder than high school. Talking about high school, I miss those times in high school. Everything was going so beautifully. Favorite school, good friends. There was no day without fun fun and fun.

Three months holiday = boring, don't know what to do, unemployment. Kalo saya lagi di rumah, yang bisa saya lakukan cuma makan, tidur, nonton tv, nonton dvd. Hahaha pathetic. Fortunately, i have tv cable in my home. Thank you berry berry much for my tv cable! i get entertaiment in my boring days. I'm not interested in watching local tv because its shows are less and less quality. And my fav tv show goes to............ The Simpsons !

Last wednesday, i did a most random photoshoot i've ever done with Ucon , Kebow and Widi . We did this photoshoot in Widi's backyard. Wanna see the photos? Here they are..

Have you ever obsessed with something? me? yes, i have. And i'm obsessed with these things. New York "And it was New York, New York And she took his heart away oh my And it was New York, New York She had poisoned his sweet mind Mmmm" - Paloma Faith Someday, i will visit New York. Buy an apartment. And live there. AMEN Diamonds “Diamonds are a girl's best friend and Big girls need big diamonds." Beach House I love beaches. I love its blue color. I like to hear the sound of the waves. I need a beach house to spend holiday. I need it. Maldives Island I heard about Maldives from one of my friend and i googled it. It's soooo WOW ! If you want to see a little heaven, i think we should go to Maldives.

Karimunjawa Archipelago - Central Java, Indonesia 14-17 Juni 2010 . Udah pada tau ttg Karimunjawa belom sih? banyak temen-temen aku yang kalo nanya: "Kamu habis liburan kmn chel?" Aku:"Karimunjawa" Mereka:"hah? mana itu?". Nah, buat yang belom tau, Karimunjawa itu adalah sebuah pulau di daerah jawa tengah. buat nyebrang kesana, bisa lewat jepara atau semarang tapi lebih deket lewat Jepara sih. Bisa nyebrang pake kapal cepat kartini atau KMP.Muria. Tapi kalo mau kesana aku saranin pake kapal cepat aja. Cuma 2,5 jam perjalanan dibandingin kalo pake Muria yg 6 jam ! 6 JAM bayangin ya udah panas kaya nya tu bokong+krik krik juga 6 jam diatas kapal apalagi kalo mabok laut makin horror aja. Emang sih perjalanan nya jauh, tapi nyampe sana rasa nya sepadan bgt sama perjalanan kita tadi. Ga usah ditanya, di sana BAGUS BUANGET. Baru di dermaga nya aja, air nya udah beniiiing bgt! bayangan aku selama ini kan yang nama nya dermaga itu air nya butek, coklat,...

27 Juni 2010 "Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you. Many happy in returns"

it's beautiful, isn't it??

Oscar de la Renta

I wear my heart on my sleeve. "Everyone of us needs to show how much we care for each other and, in the process, care for ourselves." "I don't want expensive gifts; I don't want to be bought. I have everything I want. I just want someone to be there for me, to make me feel safe and secure. " "I like to be a free spirit. Some don't like that, but that's the way I am. " "I want my boys to have an understanding of people's emotions, their insecurities, people's distress, and their hopes and dreams. " "If you find someone you love in your life, then hang on to that love." "They say it is better to be poor and happy than rich and miserable, but how about a compromise like moderately rich and just moody?"

am i too skinny? yes. my height: 160 and my weight's just 39 kg. hmm. kurus bukan? bukan nya saya pengen kurus begitu ato gmn. sebenar nya SAYA PENGEN LEBIH BERISI lagi. tapi kok susah ya? saya udah nyoba minum berbagai macam susu penambah berat, obat, banyakin makan, tp ya ujung2 nya segitu-segitu aja. sampe kaya nya duit orang tua saya habis cuma bt beliin saya susu. hahaha. tapi sumpah serius saya pengen lebih berisi. suka sebel banget kalo orang udah mulai ngomongin ttg fisik saya yang over skinny ini. bilang saya cacingan lah, ga sehat lah, anorexia lah blablabla. rasa nya pengen aku plester aja mulut itu orang. sampai akhir nyaaaa........... saya menyadari kalo saya harus mensyukuri apapun yang udah Tuhan kasih buat saya. ya termasuk bentuk tubuh saya yang 'langsing' ini. banyak kasus cewek-cewek yang mati-matian pengen badan nya kurus sampe kena anorexia, bullimia segala. tapi saya? bisa kurus dengan sendiri nya. ga harus takut banyak makan lah, dll. jadiiiiiii.........

hope you'll really like it like i really do :) Oh Oh Oh (breathing underwater) All I really wanna do is fall a little deeper with you (breathing underwater) And never come up, breathing, (breathing underwater) breathing under water. Wait for this, (breathing underwater) with every kiss you steal boy, you are making me feel, feel (breathing underwater) like i'm, breathing, breathing, breathing, underwater.

i ♥♥♥ this song ! plain white T's - 1 2 3 4.

me and my little brother at Bali. i was 4 years old, if im not wrong. me and my little brother at our home in Banda Aceh. i lived there when i was 1-4 and then me and my family moved to Pematang Siantar, north Sumatera.

Thursay, January 7th 2010 at Galaxy Mall. watched Sherlock Holmes. (left-right) : wamena, mbah cin, moiz, qza, ditut, muchel, winda, arya. we really had so much fun ! :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !! ga kerasa udah memasuki tahun baru 2010. waktu itu cepat bgt ya berlalu nya? hmmmm.. klo dipikir2 tahun kmrn (2009) tahun yang lmyan bikin stress+cape+seneng+gado2 pokok nya. kalo kalian gmn ? kaya yg pernah aku tulis di twitter: "what's the different between 2009 and 2010? it looks same to me. just about changing the number from 09 to 10. heyho " ya pokok nya, apapun yg telah aku dan kalian lewati di tahun kemaren, smoga tahun baru ini kita bisa dapet sesuatu yg lebih baik lagi. amin :) hmm.. aku mau inget2 kejadian2 yg menurut aku cukup mengesankan di tahun 2009: My 19th birthday bash Selang beberapa hari dr ulang tahun aku, aku dan keluarga Liburan ke LOMBOK. kita nginep di senggigi beach hotel, muter2 lombok. seru ! I LOVE beach ! SNORKELING, yeaaaahh ! berenang di gili trawangan :) dan waktu liburan semester 2, aku liburan ke BALI brg temen2 aku.